Sunday, October 12, 2008

the list

It was a really bad day today. Since it was thanksgiving there was a ton of food, though i am proud of myself for limiting the food i still ate bad. I had 2 pieces of turkey, 3 meatballs, 2 potatoes 1 cabbage roll and a slice of pumpkin pie AND i felt really sick to i didnt workout today either! uuugh today sucked.




things i want
-to be happy
-to be confident
-be able to try on anything
-not to be scared 
-not be embarrassed of my size
-wear skinny jeans
-wear form fitting clothes
-find the perfect man
-trade clothes with friends
-have a ton of really hot bikinis
-have a lot of boots that go higher than my ankle
-accomplish this
-not be scared to show off my legs in shorts or dresses
-be sexy
-not be the fat one of the group
-look good when smoking
-skinny is cute; fat is hideous
-see ribs
-have a flat stomach
-prove to myself that i can do this
-not be embarrassed when someone touches me
-have thighs that i can fit my hand around
-be the one who stands out because of beauty and not being the biggest
-sit in someones lap and not be scared that im crushing them
-be picked up without a struggle

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