little black dress

so i went shopping with my best friend today. she had to buy a dress for some dinner or something. It was horrible. She is so skinny and she was trying on all these super nice dresses that i would never look good it! im so jealous that shes never had to work for her body, and any little thing i eat goes straight to my thighs!

uggh, anyway today was a failure. my dad bought these delicious cookies from the baker on the way to cabin and i couldnt pass them up. 

I talked my parents into buy some fruit and vegetable to now ill eat those when i have too.

the pilates and lifting weights are going good. i do them every night i can feel the muscles but i dont see them, too much fat. i think i may have to cut food out all together to see any result of fat loss.